Over the years,
I have a strong belief,
"Depending on your eligibility, the correct knowledge will find you."

The sadhanas that had the highest impact on my spiritual betterment were never imparted in the general course of deekshas.

The best esoteric description of rituals like pitri upasana was obtained from a book.
I have never gotten a better esoteric description of it from anyone.

The best of what I got from Ishaputra was obtained by worshipping Ishaputra in a form that may NOT be worshipped by any other bhairavas.
I think that's not even possible while being in the peeth.

Also, the best insight I had about myself was shared by a Yogi ji, I never met.
(I miss him)

Jay Mahakaal.